An addiction I can't control, but I think I can. If I really sit and think about it, I smoke the most cigarettes when someone else asks me to smoke. I know so many smokers, and so many people know I smoke. I guess I'm that go-to-gal to satisfy their social nicotine fix. But I still have the post-meal smoke, the 'i'm stressed out' smoke, and the 'i'm so drunk i need a stoge' smoke. So can't blame it all on other people. As for as health, I think I'm more fit than some people who don't even smoke. That's no excuse though. I remember when I first started smoking, it was all for social reasons; at the club and w/ friends. Then, I bought my first pack and anytime I needed a break at work, I would smoke w/ everyone else. A very bad habit, and I'm not proud of it. It feels even worse when older generations tell me that smoking is so bad for me. I know I know. One day I'll quit. For now...it's an addiction that's going to continue, sorry to say.